Inside, baby inside Can you feel the butterflies

Inside, baby inside
Can you feel the butterflies?
Floating all around
Cuz I can sure feel them now
Tonight, maybe tonight
Is a start of a beautiful ride
that will never end
And baby I’ve got a feeling

This could be one of those memories
We want to hold on to, cling to,
One we can’t forget
Baby, this could be our last first kiss
The door to forever
What if this was that moment
That chance worth taking
History in the making

Right here, right now
Holding you in my arms

FLASH BACK May 22nd 2004

Jason and I have been dating for a little over a year. It is the day before my 20th Birthday. Jason and I do EVERYTHING together and have even been attending church together.

Last night (May 21st) Jason and I had a horrible fight...

It was stormy yesterday afternoon and he went to Montgomery to tow his dads truck home after breaking down on the interstate. I leave work and head to his apartment (right next door to mine) and cook us dinner. Jason comes in and runs straight to the bedroom and bathroom… not feeling well. I run next door to get him some medicine… so sweet of me right? I shove 2 pills down him, fix him a plate of dinner and we watch a movie…

In the mail today we received invitations to 2 weddings… one in Gainesville Fl. Jason has promised me we would be engaged before these weddings…
As we watch the movie we get on the engagement conversation. Jason informs me that he has not saved enough money up yet and that it will not be until that FALL that he proposes to me. ‘

CRUSHED… we fought and I leave to go to bed, Jason has a special Birthday gift planned for me tomorrow and I need sleep.

I got up this morn (May 22nd) and got ready Jason says I cannot bother him that he will come and pick me up when he is ready to leave…

Jason takes me to Calloway Gardens for the day, it is awesome so many pretty sights…
All our conversations lead towards engagement but then shy away… I don’t want to fight today. We walk around this pretty lake and sit beside it talking. The clutz that I am I twist my ankle and Jason rubs my hurt foot…

then he says he is hungry lets head for the car. He helps me up and looks into my eyes and says “ One day you are going to be my wife, right now you are the perfect girlfriend”… … … he drops down on both knees… … … (here I am thinking ‘If he is not pulling a ring out then his butt is about to be pushed into that lake’… … he empties out his pocket, opens a ring box and says “But for now I am asking you to be my fiancé, Amanda will you marry me?” Not really sure what I said… of course I said “YES!!!!” but the wording I am unsure of… I know that I said something about the ring being “SHINY” then I remember applause… and cheers from all over the place from people who saw what happened. We ran and got the camera and took pictures!!!

The rest of the afternoon we were congratulated by so many people!!!!