Dreams....

Why is it that as you approach the end of your pregnancy that your subconscious seems to get this wild and crazy side??????

I am not the only one who I have heard say things like this.... one god friend dreamed that she was having a litter of kittens or dogs and not a human child at all (I am guessing this is because she is a vet) when I was expecting Savvy I had dreams about her just popping out of my stomach like some alein... talk about weird and well kinda scary when you wake up after that dream to alot of movement at twilight!!!!!

So last night the dream was not to that weird scale but apparently my subconscious has issues with my weight right now and I guess it also thinks that I am no fun now that I am pregnant and only good for sitting on the sidlines ... because last night this is what I dreamed:

We I had 2 very good friends over and their spouses I am not sure where we were cause it was not my house but then again it was. (if that makes any sense)... well I was incharge of watching the 3 kids while everyone else went to the pool or somewhere but they would not let me in the house to watch them.... in my own house... so I got upset and told my freinds they would have to take their kids inside for me before they went to do whatever it was they were doing (since I can't lift over 10lbs)... they all got pissed at me and started yelling at me... then one of my good friends called me a whale or somthing like that... I told her to get out of my house....

And they say that dreams only last 5 seconds on average.... so I think I am a whale, useless, and I guess deep down I am upset with myself because I can not lift over 10lbs... I am guessing because yest I noticed just how big I have gotten, and I guess I do feel a littl useless cause I cant lift Savannah as much... but it is just weird how my subconscious worked it out!!!!

Isn't it funny that when you have dreams like this you wake up mad at the person who upset you in the dream.... so sorry to that friend I prob would have snapped at you had you talked to me 1st thing this morn!!!!!

Dreams are so weird sometimes!!!!!!